Underlined me in color

Dying my hair- again- because i want to feel something.
and i want to be different again.
Oh- so much to say-
So little enthusiasm to type it <3 
I love you all-
Maybe another time. 

Wild turkey Vodka-
Made a dollar because my parents didn’t think i could take a whole shot of it :)
Now i have to prove that it won’t make me drunk :P
Sky’s are dark- and it looks like its going to rain <3 

I’m trying not to hold my breath.. but i’d rather suffocate then never hope there could be more to this <3

I’ve realized that i’m extremely paranoid and honestly think everyone is out to get me…..Great.

I’ve found someone-
Who is very interesting-
And always in my thoughts.
I don’t think he knows it like i do,
But i think i might take the time, to try my hardest,
To catch his attention, and see where life takes us.

Here’s to the unknown, and something new. 

Let’s just jump in the water-
If we do it together we won’t be alone.
They don’t have to come and try and save us,
Were right where we want to be.
Underwater i get a better glimpse of me.
When i can’t breath, but my head is clear-
Kinda feels like when you were near.
Now its hard- breathing’s not enough-
But when life explodes-we won’t miss that stuff. 

‎”I hope the amount of weed cancels out all the times you go to the tanning salon and decrease’s the risk of your melanoma.”